prelimsong?
theprelimsong
So whats the point in all of this?
When you will never change
The days have past
The weathers changed
Should I be sorry? Could I be sorry?
Haha, a short clip from Will You Ever learn by Typecast, a pinoy band. It kinda sums up the prelims. I am so frustrated with myself now. I keep making the same mistakes, omitting the most logical of things and its to the point that i just wanna throw my pillow into my pillow.
wait. that didn’t make any sense.
you know, i’ve always wanted to find out what happens after it all ends. The A’s i mean. There’s so many things to consider man. The results would definitely mark the start of a career or a boring 9-5 task. That’s how pathetically important the A levels are to us JC kids. CB man.
a couple of days back, i read the orange girl by Jostein Gaarder and kinda reminded me of how simple things are. The book itself is simple. Boy’s father dies, boy’s grandparents find a letter, letter tells how dad meets mum and then insert the “Awwww” moment. But i found it a joy to read, like The Dogs of Babel by Carolyn Parkhurst. I miss reading easy books.
i wanna get myself a book asap and it shouldn’t be thick haha
my life is just another kafka novel
it is disjoint. incomplete. full of attempted meaning while looking meaningless and highly tiring to read.
I’m halfway through my prelims, just finished marking the end of the fasting month and its time for another reflection. I’ve just realised that for the past few years, ive actually kept a very cautious stance to things. I tend to be more penseive(sic) at times and its eating into my personality lately. It’s good that a person sits and just reflects on their nature of existence , be it they exist to irritate their sisters or to bring evil into the world.
but, what if it happens too much?
Every day seems like a “Trial” . It feels as though i’m being judged by myself and others around me. They sort of form an incomprehensible link to each day. Having trouble understanding? That’s kafka for you.
Speaking of books in general, i think i need to read more. Note to self : master programming by end of NS and learn to cook 2 malay dishes.
That’s only if the world lasts that long…
Ending: Physics was Phucked.
